because when i finally knew it ...it was almost to good to be true
and its funny because when i look back i dont know what the hell i was doing
oh yeahi know.....
i was wasting my time
but no more of that i have bigger fish to fry now
and new ones to go try catching
it was my main ordeal now its just a side thing
somthing i still look forward to but its not the thing i need
not that i ever did need it
thats the thing with me is it.....
that i need it
i need to feel it and thats why i haunt on it so much
once im done its on to somthing new......and i will find somthing new i always do
but how bout i just stop and focus on somthing other than that
and anything
im a habit loving person and i create them so easily
i just need to relax and go with it and stop fighting it
yes realization ............
is the best thing i could do right now
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